Spirit Guides, Orbs and Mediumship Self-Doubt
- Hannah Macintyre

- May 24
- 4 min read
What happens when mediumship feels both magical and impossibly difficult at the exact same time?
In this honest, funny and deeply insightful solo episode of Mediumship Matters, Hannah explores spirit guides, orbs, psychic development, mediumship self-doubt, imposter syndrome, Spirit Social, evidential mediumship and why mediumship can feel emotionally exhausting even when you love it deeply.
From live workshops and challenging spiritual beliefs to failed readings, psychic exercises and rebuilding confidence after difficult experiences, this episode is packed with grounded advice and practical insight for developing mediums and spiritual seekers alike.
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Spirit Social, Live Workshops and Questioning Everything
Hannah begins the episode reflecting on her very first live workshop hosted on Spirit Social, where the topic quickly evolved into much deeper conversations around spirit guides, spirituality and questioning belief systems.
Rather than simply teaching rigid spiritual rules, Hannah explains that her real passion lies in encouraging people to:
question assumptions
explore different perspectives
challenge spiritual dogma
sit in uncertainty
think critically about mediumship
The episode explores:
spiritual questioning
mediumship teaching
Spirit Social
spiritual growth
critical thinking
evidential mediumship
It’s a fascinating behind-the-scenes look at Hannah’s evolving philosophy around teaching spirituality online.
Why Spirit Social Is Different
Another fascinating section of the episode centres around the growth of Spirit Social itself.
Hannah reflects honestly on how many spiritual people have become exhausted and distrustful after years of:
social media algorithms
fake accounts
scams
spam posting
shallow engagement
performative spirituality
The conversation explores:
spiritual community
social media burnout
authentic connection
online spiritual spaces
creator fatigue
building trust again
Rather than encouraging constant posting and visibility, Hannah explains how Spirit Social is slowly evolving into a calmer, more intentional online community.
It’s a really thoughtful discussion around how spirituality and social media culture often clash.
What Are Orbs?
One listener question asks about orbs and whether they represent spirit communication.
Hannah explains that while some orbs may simply be:
dust
insects
light reflections
others appear to demonstrate genuine intelligence and responsiveness.
The episode explores:
spirit orbs
spirit photography
paranormal experiences
intelligent energy
spirit communication
orb phenomena
Hannah shares a practical exercise taught to her at Arthur Findlay College involving recording video with a phone torch while directly asking spirit to:
move orbs in certain ways
create specific responses
interact intentionally
For her, the difference lies in whether the energy responds consciously rather than behaving randomly.
It’s a grounded and refreshingly balanced conversation around a topic often surrounded by exaggeration online.
Spirit Guides and Higher Self
Another listener asks about working with spirit guides and whether guidance can come directly through the higher self instead.
Hannah shares her belief that spirit guides and higher self energy may actually be far more interconnected than many people realise.
The episode explores:
spirit guides
higher self
intuition
spiritual guidance
psychic development
connecting with spirit
Rather than overcomplicating guide work, Hannah encourages listeners to keep the relationship:
relaxed
playful
natural
conversational
One particularly lovely exercise involves asking spirit guides for a “word of the day” each morning and noticing how that word unfolds symbolically throughout daily life.
It’s a beautifully simple way of building trust and communication gradually.
Mediumship Self-Doubt and Losing Confidence
One of the most powerful sections of the episode centres around a listener struggling with complete loss of confidence in mediumship.
Hannah responds with extraordinary honesty about:
imposter syndrome
failed readings
emotional exhaustion
difficult sitters
vulnerability in mediumship
losing confidence
The episode explores how many developing mediums secretly believe:if mediumship becomes difficult, spirit must not want them doing it.
Hannah passionately challenges this idea.
Instead, she explains that mediumship often requires repeatedly:
pushing through fear
rebuilding confidence
returning after setbacks
trusting yourself anyway
It’s one of the most emotionally honest conversations around mediumship development featured on the podcast.
Why Mediumship Feels So Hard
Another deeply important discussion centres around why evidential mediumship can become emotionally exhausting over time.
Hannah explains that mediums are constantly:
exposing vulnerable parts of themselves
seeking validation from strangers
risking failure publicly
trying to meet impossible expectations
The episode explores:
evidential mediumship
emotional vulnerability
performance pressure
difficult readings
mediumship burnout
spiritual resilience
Rather than pretending mediumship is always magical, Hannah openly acknowledges the emotional toll it can take.
Honestly, it’s probably one of the most validating conversations developing mediums could hear.
Developing Psychic Abilities
Towards the end of the episode, Hannah answers a listener question about psychic development and practical ways to strengthen intuitive abilities.
The conversation explores:
psychic readings
aura colours
energy reading
psychometry
home mapping exercises
intuitive practice
Hannah shares several practical exercises including:
colour readings
stream-of-consciousness writing
sensing emotional energy
reading household environments psychically
playful psychic experiments with trusted friends
Rather than seeing psychic work as separate from everyday life, Hannah explains that psychic awareness is already happening naturally all the time.
The real skill is learning to notice it intentionally.
Why Practice Matters in Mediumship
One of the strongest themes throughout the episode is consistency.
Hannah explains that confidence in mediumship rarely arrives through waiting for spirit to magically restore belief.
Instead, mediums must:
keep practising
continue showing up
risk failure repeatedly
work through discomfort
rebuild trust in themselves
It’s an incredibly honest and empowering message for anyone struggling spiritually or creatively.
Key Takeaways From This Episode
Spiritual growth requires questioning and self-awareness
Some orb experiences may demonstrate intelligent spirit interaction
Spirit guide work works best when approached naturally
Mediumship confidence naturally fluctuates
Imposter syndrome affects many developing mediums
Psychic abilities strengthen through playful practice
Mediumship requires resilience, trust and consistency
Explore More Mediumship Matters Episodes
Explore more conversations around:
evidential mediumship
psychic development
spirit guides
intuition
spiritual growth
mediumship self-doubt
spirit communication
And if you’re looking for a supportive spiritual community, come and join us on Spirit Social.
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