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Spirit Guides, Orbs and Mediumship Self-Doubt

  • Writer: Hannah Macintyre
    Hannah Macintyre
  • May 24
  • 4 min read

What happens when mediumship feels both magical and impossibly difficult at the exact same time?

In this honest, funny and deeply insightful solo episode of Mediumship Matters, Hannah explores spirit guides, orbs, psychic development, mediumship self-doubt, imposter syndrome, Spirit Social, evidential mediumship and why mediumship can feel emotionally exhausting even when you love it deeply.

From live workshops and challenging spiritual beliefs to failed readings, psychic exercises and rebuilding confidence after difficult experiences, this episode is packed with grounded advice and practical insight for developing mediums and spiritual seekers alike.

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Spirit Social, Live Workshops and Questioning Everything

Hannah begins the episode reflecting on her very first live workshop hosted on Spirit Social, where the topic quickly evolved into much deeper conversations around spirit guides, spirituality and questioning belief systems.

Rather than simply teaching rigid spiritual rules, Hannah explains that her real passion lies in encouraging people to:

  • question assumptions

  • explore different perspectives

  • challenge spiritual dogma

  • sit in uncertainty

  • think critically about mediumship

The episode explores:

  • spiritual questioning

  • mediumship teaching

  • Spirit Social

  • spiritual growth

  • critical thinking

  • evidential mediumship

It’s a fascinating behind-the-scenes look at Hannah’s evolving philosophy around teaching spirituality online.

Why Spirit Social Is Different

Another fascinating section of the episode centres around the growth of Spirit Social itself.

Hannah reflects honestly on how many spiritual people have become exhausted and distrustful after years of:

  • social media algorithms

  • fake accounts

  • scams

  • spam posting

  • shallow engagement

  • performative spirituality

The conversation explores:

  • spiritual community

  • social media burnout

  • authentic connection

  • online spiritual spaces

  • creator fatigue

  • building trust again

Rather than encouraging constant posting and visibility, Hannah explains how Spirit Social is slowly evolving into a calmer, more intentional online community.

It’s a really thoughtful discussion around how spirituality and social media culture often clash.

What Are Orbs?

One listener question asks about orbs and whether they represent spirit communication.

Hannah explains that while some orbs may simply be:

  • dust

  • insects

  • light reflections

others appear to demonstrate genuine intelligence and responsiveness.

The episode explores:

  • spirit orbs

  • spirit photography

  • paranormal experiences

  • intelligent energy

  • spirit communication

  • orb phenomena

Hannah shares a practical exercise taught to her at Arthur Findlay College involving recording video with a phone torch while directly asking spirit to:

  • move orbs in certain ways

  • create specific responses

  • interact intentionally

For her, the difference lies in whether the energy responds consciously rather than behaving randomly.

It’s a grounded and refreshingly balanced conversation around a topic often surrounded by exaggeration online.

Spirit Guides and Higher Self

Another listener asks about working with spirit guides and whether guidance can come directly through the higher self instead.

Hannah shares her belief that spirit guides and higher self energy may actually be far more interconnected than many people realise.

The episode explores:

  • spirit guides

  • higher self

  • intuition

  • spiritual guidance

  • psychic development

  • connecting with spirit

Rather than overcomplicating guide work, Hannah encourages listeners to keep the relationship:

  • relaxed

  • playful

  • natural

  • conversational

One particularly lovely exercise involves asking spirit guides for a “word of the day” each morning and noticing how that word unfolds symbolically throughout daily life.

It’s a beautifully simple way of building trust and communication gradually.

Mediumship Self-Doubt and Losing Confidence

One of the most powerful sections of the episode centres around a listener struggling with complete loss of confidence in mediumship.

Hannah responds with extraordinary honesty about:

  • imposter syndrome

  • failed readings

  • emotional exhaustion

  • difficult sitters

  • vulnerability in mediumship

  • losing confidence

The episode explores how many developing mediums secretly believe:if mediumship becomes difficult, spirit must not want them doing it.

Hannah passionately challenges this idea.

Instead, she explains that mediumship often requires repeatedly:

  • pushing through fear

  • rebuilding confidence

  • returning after setbacks

  • trusting yourself anyway

It’s one of the most emotionally honest conversations around mediumship development featured on the podcast.

Why Mediumship Feels So Hard

Another deeply important discussion centres around why evidential mediumship can become emotionally exhausting over time.

Hannah explains that mediums are constantly:

  • exposing vulnerable parts of themselves

  • seeking validation from strangers

  • risking failure publicly

  • trying to meet impossible expectations

The episode explores:

  • evidential mediumship

  • emotional vulnerability

  • performance pressure

  • difficult readings

  • mediumship burnout

  • spiritual resilience

Rather than pretending mediumship is always magical, Hannah openly acknowledges the emotional toll it can take.

Honestly, it’s probably one of the most validating conversations developing mediums could hear.

Developing Psychic Abilities

Towards the end of the episode, Hannah answers a listener question about psychic development and practical ways to strengthen intuitive abilities.

The conversation explores:

  • psychic readings

  • aura colours

  • energy reading

  • psychometry

  • home mapping exercises

  • intuitive practice

Hannah shares several practical exercises including:

  • colour readings

  • stream-of-consciousness writing

  • sensing emotional energy

  • reading household environments psychically

  • playful psychic experiments with trusted friends

Rather than seeing psychic work as separate from everyday life, Hannah explains that psychic awareness is already happening naturally all the time.

The real skill is learning to notice it intentionally.

Why Practice Matters in Mediumship

One of the strongest themes throughout the episode is consistency.

Hannah explains that confidence in mediumship rarely arrives through waiting for spirit to magically restore belief.

Instead, mediums must:

  • keep practising

  • continue showing up

  • risk failure repeatedly

  • work through discomfort

  • rebuild trust in themselves

It’s an incredibly honest and empowering message for anyone struggling spiritually or creatively.

Key Takeaways From This Episode

  • Spiritual growth requires questioning and self-awareness

  • Some orb experiences may demonstrate intelligent spirit interaction

  • Spirit guide work works best when approached naturally

  • Mediumship confidence naturally fluctuates

  • Imposter syndrome affects many developing mediums

  • Psychic abilities strengthen through playful practice

  • Mediumship requires resilience, trust and consistency

Explore More Mediumship Matters Episodes

Explore more conversations around:

  • evidential mediumship

  • psychic development

  • spirit guides

  • intuition

  • spiritual growth

  • mediumship self-doubt

  • spirit communication

And if you’re looking for a supportive spiritual community, come and join us on Spirit Social.

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