Trauma, Spiritual Awakening and Healing Through Mediumship with Graywolf Psychic Medium

What happens when a spiritual awakening arrives during the darkest period of your life?

In this emotional, fascinating and surprisingly funny episode of Mediumship Matters, Hannah is joined by psychic medium Carl Roberts, also known as Graywolf Psychic Medium, to discuss trauma, PTSD, spiritual awakening, mediumship development, spirit guides, healing, astral experiences and learning how to rebuild your life through spirit connection.

From powerful visions and spontaneous astral experiences to platform mediumship, forgiveness and the link between trauma and spiritual sensitivity, this is one of the most unusual and compelling conversations of the season.

Listen to the Episode

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CdBk9mdJ55o

Carl’s Spiritual Awakening Began During Trauma

Carl explains that his mediumship journey began around ten years ago while struggling with severe PTSD, flashbacks and unresolved trauma.

At first, the experiences felt confusing and frightening:

• visions

• shadow figures

• sensing spirit

• unusual energetic experiences

• seeing people who had passed

• overwhelming psychic awareness

The episode explores:

• spiritual awakening

• PTSD and spirituality

• trauma healing

• psychic sensitivity

• spirit communication

• emotional recovery

What began as traumatic flashbacks slowly evolved into something very different: a profound spiritual opening.

It’s a fascinating and deeply personal account of awakening through crisis.

The Reading That Changed Everything

Although Carl considered himself sceptical at the time, his partner eventually booked him a mediumship reading.

The medium brought through evidence that Carl felt was impossible to explain logically.

From that moment, everything accelerated.

The episode explores:

• evidential mediumship

• signs from spirit

• awakening experiences

• scepticism and spirituality

• spirit evidence

• grief and healing

Soon afterwards, Carl began experiencing:

• orbs

• shadows

• spirit encounters

• angelic visions

• intense energetic awareness

Honestly, this entire section feels like the spiritual equivalent of having your life turned upside down overnight.

The Astral Experience That Changed His Life

One of the most extraordinary parts of the episode centres around Carl’s spontaneous out-of-body experience during the height of his awakening.

After seeing a giant angelic figure in his garden, Carl describes suddenly feeling ejected from his body and pulled through what he describes as:

• the astral realm

• bands of coloured energy

• multidimensional space

• energetic frequencies

• spiritual dimensions

The episode explores:

• astral projection

• out-of-body experiences

• spirit guides

• consciousness

• energetic realms

• spiritual awakening symptoms

During the experience, Carl encountered:

• his brother and sister in spirit

• a huge golden bridge

• a white coliseum

• a guide named Theseus

who told him:

“You don’t realise how powerful you are.”

It’s genuinely one of the wildest awakening stories ever shared on the podcast.

Grey Wolf and Spirit Guides

Carl explains that “Grey Wolf” is the name of one of his spirit guides — a Native American medicine man who supports his healing and evidential work.

The episode explores:

• spirit guides

• healing mediumship

• medical intuition

• psychic senses

• energetic guidance

• evidential readings

Carl believes Grey Wolf particularly assists him with:

• body scanning

• energetic awareness

• emotional healing

• sensing physical issues

• intuitive insight

It’s a really interesting conversation about the different ways mediums experience guidance from spirit.

From Window Cleaner to Platform Medium

One of the loveliest parts of the episode is hearing how quickly mediumship accelerated once Carl finally trusted what he was experiencing.

Before mediumship, Carl worked:

• in catering

• as a window cleaner

• in everyday jobs completely unrelated to spirituality

Within months of attending his first spiritualist church development circle, he was already demonstrating mediumship publicly.

The episode explores:

• development circles

• evidential mediumship

• trusting intuition

• platform mediumship

• spiritual growth

• mediumship confidence

Carl explains that once he realised:

“All I had to do was say what I saw.”

everything suddenly clicked into place.

It’s such a relatable breakthrough for developing mediums.

Trauma, Healing and Why Spirit Saved His Life

One of the deepest conversations throughout the episode centres around Carl’s belief that spirit ultimately saved his life.

The episode explores:

• healing trauma

• PTSD recovery

• emotional resilience

• spiritual healing

• mediumship and mental health

• divine intervention

Carl explains that before his awakening, he carried:

• enormous anger

• emotional pain

• resentment

• unresolved trauma

Spirit communication eventually helped him:

• understand his past

• process emotional wounds

• reconnect with purpose

• rebuild his life

It’s a really moving conversation about healing through spirituality.

Forgiveness and Breaking Generational Trauma

Towards the end of the episode, Carl shares one of the most powerful spiritual lessons he has received from spirit: forgiveness frees the soul.

The episode explores:

• forgiveness

• generational trauma

• healing family wounds

• emotional freedom

• spiritual growth

• compassion

Through meditation, Carl says spirit encouraged him to understand:

• his parents’ pain

• their own childhood trauma

• the emotional wounds they carried

This helped him release long-held resentment and view his family history differently.

Honestly, it’s one of the most emotionally mature conversations in the entire episode.

If you enjoy grounded conversations around healing, spirituality and the messy reality of personal growth, Hannah also explores many of these themes in her book Spiritual Slaps.

Spirit, Social Media and Building Community

Carl also discusses building a large online spiritual community through TikTok, Facebook and live readings.

The episode explores:

• online mediumship

• spiritual communities

• live readings

• social media mediums

• spiritual support

• connecting online

He explains that while social media brings:

• support

• connection

• visibility

• healing opportunities

it also comes with:

• scam accounts

• public scepticism

• energetic pressure

• emotional intensity

It’s a really balanced conversation about modern mediumship online.

Why Boundaries Matter in Mediumship

One of Carl’s strongest pieces of advice for developing mediums is learning energetic boundaries early.

The episode explores:

• psychic overwhelm

• energetic protection

• mediumship boundaries

• spiritual burnout

• grounding

• sensitivity

Carl explains that without boundaries, developing mediums can become:

• exhausted

• overstimulated

• emotionally overwhelmed

• energetically drained

It’s excellent practical advice for anyone exploring mediumship seriously.

Key Takeaways From This Episode

• Spiritual awakening can emerge through periods of deep trauma

• Mediumship development often begins through trust and surrender

• Spirit guides appear differently for different mediums

• Healing trauma can strengthen spiritual awareness

• Forgiveness creates emotional and energetic freedom

• Boundaries are essential for sensitive people

• Mediumship and healing often evolve side-by-side

Connect with Graywolf Psychic Medium

Carl offers:

• psychic mediumship readings

• spiritual development teaching

• online classes

• live demonstrations

• guided meditations

• healing-focused spiritual support

He also shares regular content through his growing online spiritual community.

Listen to More Mediumship Matters Episodes

Explore more conversations around:

• evidential mediumship

• spiritual awakening

• healing trauma

• intuition

• spirit communication

• emotional resilience

• personal growth

And if you’d like to explore your own spiritual development more deeply, Hannah also offers online programmes, workshops and mediumship training experiences designed to support developing mediums in a grounded and practical way.